I am getting it out in the open.. I love my girl.

She is so cute. And she has a best friend that loves to pose for a pictures as much as she does.

Miss.
A=Attitude
I= Intelligent
L=Loving
E= Excellent singer of the Barney I love you song.
Y=Youthful.

And I love her.

Feeling Overwhelmed

So this month seems like it has come and gone. We have been keeping busy with Josh starting the program and enjoying the stay at home dad roll. I am now working full-time and trying to make ends meet with the hours I get in the pharmacy. I wish and pray for a job or stability will come my way. And for a job for josh too.. That is not much to ask for right?? I just cannot wait for spring to get here.. I have decided that cold and snowy weather is making me drag.

These are a few pictures of Ailey and my stud of a husband.

Oh and a special Happy Birthday to Alicia Hodges. I sure hope you have a good day. And I am so happy we are still friends. Josh and I enjoy spending time with you guys. And you are a great person. Oh and you are a great mother. Which I always knew you would be. ( even if you didn't want kids back in the day). I love you very much and will always think of you as a sister.

Love you and Happy Birthday!!!
Jenna Rae

-Christmas Eve-

Christmas Eve was spent with Josh's dad and sister. We enjoyed the stew he made and the time spent with them. I enjoyed playing scene it with them. I am grateful for family and the memories we are able to create. Ailey loves her cousins. Another memorable Christmas.

Christmas 2008

This year was so much fun. Josh didn't have the flu. Which is a blessing. But Christmas was so exciting this year. I was excited to see ailey's reaction this year. Christmas has truly changed for me. I am grateful for my family, they mean the world to me. And am so happy this year that we did the angel tree. I really hope that the 3 year old boy that we choose was happy Christmas morning. Merry Christmas....

P.s. Daughter is not for sale.. even though she has a price tag of $9.99.

I suprised Josh.... with birthday love.

So with paying for school and getting things ready for josh to quit his job I didn't have much money to spend on him. But I did get him a few things and acted like I didn't do anything for his birthday. So I planned this birthday walk to our room full of balloons and a few gifts.

P.S. Steven I did give josh your special birthday wish.

The Big 27!!!

Happy Birthday Josh!!! I cannot believe you are 27. I met you when you were 22. Time as really flown by. You are a very amazing, handsome, smart, loving, father and husband. I am so proud of you and your accomplishments since we met. I still remember the first time I met you, I actually didn't like you. To think what I could have missed out on if I didn't change my mind. I hope all your wishes come true, and you never hold back. Follow all your dreams. You mean the world to me. Happy Birthday HOT STUFF!!!!

P.s. Doesn't my hubby look hot in his new glasses???

In love

I am 100% completely in love with my daughter. And I am not sure if this is possible but I think sometimes I could eat her. She will come up to me and starting singing "I love u, u of me, we a happy family, with a kiss and a hug, you love me too... " I know it's from Barney... but if it gets your kid to love and hug you all day long... that wouldn't' you bear with Barney.

Time is coming when I go back to work full-time. I am starting to get sad that when I wake up in the morning we can't sit there and hid under the covers, play I love you more game, eat cereal together, play with naked baby's every day. She is my little side kick... I love her so much. And yes there is days the mother thing is overwhelming.. But I seem to always get through it.