Ok- I know these pictures look creepy but.... I thought I would do a photo shot of myself being myself. And how I see myself..... Here is a few facts about myself... I went nuttier after having a kid. Here is some pictures of Ailey's first Boo Boo...:( So.. sad... )

1. I LOVE chocolate peanut butter ice cream... only at Farr's.
2. I LOVE watching and playing basketball...
3. I LOVE the feeling after learning something powerful....
4. I LOVE movies that are romantic... they help me have a better marriage.... ( it's weird but it does.)...... I can truly justify this...
5. I LOVE being a mother... It's changeling but..... when she says Mommy.. I melt.
6. I LOVE helping others...
7. I LOVE when Josh comes home after a long day. It's fun to see Ailey get excited to see him.
8. I LOVE spending time with family....
9. I LOVE teaching the primary.... It's amazing what they know at 5 and 6. ( One week in class Josh and I covered a picture of John the Baptist. And if the kids answered a questions right they would pull a piece of the puzzle of the picture. The first girl pulled off a piece. And we asked if she knew what the picture was? She said it's John the Baptist dancing in water with Jesus.) They sure are cute!!!! And you don't think they understand.
10. I LOVE spending my days at home with Ailey. I feel like a better mom...
11. I LOVE reading inspirational books. It gives me strength... and desires to change...
12. I LOVE when I feel hot in a out fit.
13. I LOVE music.... I could listen to music every minute of the day... I like everything!!!
14. I LOVE learning ....... information on church and school work.
15. I LOVE talking to people, on the phone, with friends and family....
16. I LOVE eating.....everything... chocolate...
17. I LOVE reading others blogs.
18. I LOVE spring and summer
19. I LOVE Steve and Rachel.... HeHe.. I really do.. I discovered this..Ummm.. when you left 2 years ago.
20. I LOVE that I am going to be 23 this year... YEAH!!!
21. I LOVE how beautiful the Bountiful Temple is....
22. I enjoy the smell of fresh clothes.
23. I enjoy shopping.. I just wish I had a endless money...
24. I am happy I have chosen the path I have ... I have a happy marriage, a beautiful child!!
25. I LOVE my heavenly father....
26. I LOVE scrap booking... Just need to make more time for myself and that....
27. I enjoy going to park city to shop and spend time with josh.
28. I can't get enough of tickling josh... his smile makes me melt... and smile.
29. I Love cute shoes... I wish I could pull of high hills.. with out falling.
30. I love road trips..... playing games ..
31. I love my name... It's just so cute.. Jenna Marie Rae.... It's fun to write.. OK.. I have this problem with writing and signing my name.... After Josh's and I's first date.. I think the best part was writing what my name would be ... and it was cute.. Everyone just calls me JennaRAe for some reason.. with a country twang...
32. I loved when I was size 14... I felt so great about myself.. I was HOT!!!
33. I loved when my hair was curly..... permed.
34. I loved when I was prego... I was cute.
35. I love watching the news... Not sure why..... but it's interesting ...
36. I love making a fool out of myself.... which It's not hard.
37. I seem to always make other laugh....
38. I am hard on myself...
39. I get buyers remorse.
40. I enjoy bargains.


So.... question is would I be cute with short hair... I want my hair short.. and way blonder with some brown.. I want it to be different.. I have always wanted short hair... But would I look fatter???

So you are telling me we have a chance....

So.... It's been a while since I have blogged... I am going to try to get better with this. Well.... I know I mentioned that josh applied for the Weber State Respiratory Program. About a couple weeks ago we go a denial letter saying that he didn't make it. But this year I decided that i was going to sit down and watch conference faithfully, instead of reading most of the talks instead. Well that morning during the session on Sunday. Josh's phone goes off.. I said I don't recognize the phone number... He says just answer it. I did and it was the Academic adviser over the program. He said he couldn't wait to call and tell us but the program had made a mistake they would like to interview me for the program this week. So josh had an interview and by Saturday that week we found out that he will be the alternate for the program this year. Alternate- is if someone will drop out of the program. So that means we can find out up to weeks or 3 days before the program starts.. YIKES!!! So are going to start acting like he is getting in.. we are paying off everything so that we are going to just have a mortgage. YEAH!!! So pray with us.. we are praying for someone to drop out.. He.. He... is that something bad to pray for??? If so I have already sorry.. dang it!!