Ok- I know these pictures look creepy but.... I thought I would do a photo shot of myself being myself. And how I see myself..... Here is a few facts about myself... I went nuttier after having a kid. Here is some pictures of Ailey's first Boo Boo...:( So.. sad... )

1. I LOVE chocolate peanut butter ice cream... only at Farr's.
2. I LOVE watching and playing basketball...
3. I LOVE the feeling after learning something powerful....
4. I LOVE movies that are romantic... they help me have a better marriage.... ( it's weird but it does.)...... I can truly justify this...
5. I LOVE being a mother... It's changeling but..... when she says Mommy.. I melt.
6. I LOVE helping others...
7. I LOVE when Josh comes home after a long day. It's fun to see Ailey get excited to see him.
8. I LOVE spending time with family....
9. I LOVE teaching the primary.... It's amazing what they know at 5 and 6. ( One week in class Josh and I covered a picture of John the Baptist. And if the kids answered a questions right they would pull a piece of the puzzle of the picture. The first girl pulled off a piece. And we asked if she knew what the picture was? She said it's John the Baptist dancing in water with Jesus.) They sure are cute!!!! And you don't think they understand.
10. I LOVE spending my days at home with Ailey. I feel like a better mom...
11. I LOVE reading inspirational books. It gives me strength... and desires to change...
12. I LOVE when I feel hot in a out fit.
13. I LOVE music.... I could listen to music every minute of the day... I like everything!!!
14. I LOVE learning ....... information on church and school work.
15. I LOVE talking to people, on the phone, with friends and family....
16. I LOVE eating.....everything... chocolate...
17. I LOVE reading others blogs.
18. I LOVE spring and summer
19. I LOVE Steve and Rachel.... HeHe.. I really do.. I discovered this..Ummm.. when you left 2 years ago.
20. I LOVE that I am going to be 23 this year... YEAH!!!
21. I LOVE how beautiful the Bountiful Temple is....
22. I enjoy the smell of fresh clothes.
23. I enjoy shopping.. I just wish I had a endless money...
24. I am happy I have chosen the path I have ... I have a happy marriage, a beautiful child!!
25. I LOVE my heavenly father....
26. I LOVE scrap booking... Just need to make more time for myself and that....
27. I enjoy going to park city to shop and spend time with josh.
28. I can't get enough of tickling josh... his smile makes me melt... and smile.
29. I Love cute shoes... I wish I could pull of high hills.. with out falling.
30. I love road trips..... playing games ..
31. I love my name... It's just so cute.. Jenna Marie Rae.... It's fun to write.. OK.. I have this problem with writing and signing my name.... After Josh's and I's first date.. I think the best part was writing what my name would be ... and it was cute.. Everyone just calls me JennaRAe for some reason.. with a country twang...
32. I loved when I was size 14... I felt so great about myself.. I was HOT!!!
33. I loved when my hair was curly..... permed.
34. I loved when I was prego... I was cute.
35. I love watching the news... Not sure why..... but it's interesting ...
36. I love making a fool out of myself.... which It's not hard.
37. I seem to always make other laugh....
38. I am hard on myself...
39. I get buyers remorse.
40. I enjoy bargains.


So.... question is would I be cute with short hair... I want my hair short.. and way blonder with some brown.. I want it to be different.. I have always wanted short hair... But would I look fatter???

So you are telling me we have a chance....

So.... It's been a while since I have blogged... I am going to try to get better with this. Well.... I know I mentioned that josh applied for the Weber State Respiratory Program. About a couple weeks ago we go a denial letter saying that he didn't make it. But this year I decided that i was going to sit down and watch conference faithfully, instead of reading most of the talks instead. Well that morning during the session on Sunday. Josh's phone goes off.. I said I don't recognize the phone number... He says just answer it. I did and it was the Academic adviser over the program. He said he couldn't wait to call and tell us but the program had made a mistake they would like to interview me for the program this week. So josh had an interview and by Saturday that week we found out that he will be the alternate for the program this year. Alternate- is if someone will drop out of the program. So that means we can find out up to weeks or 3 days before the program starts.. YIKES!!! So are going to start acting like he is getting in.. we are paying off everything so that we are going to just have a mortgage. YEAH!!! So pray with us.. we are praying for someone to drop out.. He.. He... is that something bad to pray for??? If so I have already sorry.. dang it!!

Jewels by Park Lane-

So... many are asking Why I am selling Jewels By Park lane. And here is the reason... I have decided to give this a try... it's a jewelery company that has been around for 53 years.. And the one thing I have been trying to do in my life is to pay off debt.. This company is a debt free company.. Which I really like.. And they have lots to offer to the customer and the consultant. Dave Ramsey says to If you live like no one else today, you can live like no one else later. ( i think that is how it goes)... So I am trying this company out, I basically hold 5 parties.. If I like it i am going to try really hard so I can get out of debt faster. By May - we have paid off the Honda, couches, t.v. , appliances ... It's so nice not to have a car payment... I am excited to share what I have to offer you with jewels by park lane.

On other note: Today josh asked me to go get the Camry inspections and emmisons done. So i head over to jiffy lube to get the oil changed because we didn't have time to do this... So being a girl they were trying to sell me filter and windshield wipers... and much much more... So with this.. the bill would be like $140.00 I said I wanted 24.99 oil change and inspections $40 and emissions $17. So I was looking at like 80.00.... So I said my husband said nothing else but the freaking oil change and inspections.. they laughed and said OK.. Well they failed me because my windshield whippers.. So I said OK.. I will come back later and have you pass it off.. So after I left I went to auto zone just like 10 steps from jiffy lube.. and paid for windshield wipes $15 instead of $20 something... So i went back over to Jiffy lube and they signed it off.. Thanks goodness... and Hour and a-half later... I went home got ready.. as I was getting ready I fell down the stairs.. (OUCH.... FYI- never buy pants that are long so you slip on them.. I have burns on my back and arms.) ... Then we are off for Bountiful for lunch with josh.. So I decided I know where the DMV I will go and pay so we can get our decals. But they changed locations.. not knowing.. so I ended up going to 2 places until finally going to the right place. Yeah.... 2 people ahead of me.. I was out in 7 minutes.. then I was off to Lunch... What a day... Actually morning... I still have hours to go...

-Ailey Dancing-

This is my girl dancing..... What a CUTIE!!!

Does she have a little me in her?

Dancing in the Kitchen

So one of my favorite things to do with Ailey is dance in the kitchen. Ailey is starting to get her grove on.. She loves to move her arm up and down... and have a limp going on when walking.. I enjoy her so much everyday... I sure enjoy the fun time we have....

This day were listening to mercy... and we are young or Love is a battlefield... ( I can't remember the name of it just the lyrics.).. Enjoying the afternoon... Josh's brother Brady loves to dance with us too.. We had fun dancing and singing into the whisk....

Layton Park

Well Josh and I decided to go to our favorite place with Ailey while it was looking warm and nice outside. We went to Layton Park. It was lots of duckies to feed. But instead of Ailey throwing the bread at the ducks.. she decided to feed herself too.. She had lots of fun... Besides she gets scared on the swing. She starts to shake when on the swing.. HMMM... sure hope she gets over that. So on better news, this month is going a little better then our last. I am excited for spring!! And for the top 12 on American Idol...... I cannot wait to see who wins..

Ailey was playing last night on the stairs so I decided to take a picture of how happy she was to be going up the stairs with her tights almost to her knees... What a funny girl!!! I think she has some what her mom's personality...

Jan 08

Let's see- this month has been crazy for me.

This month we started the calling in primary. Josh and I are team teachers now. We are teaching the ctr 5/6...... Lets just say I give credit to primary teachers. It's a tough calling, while you still try to get some spiritual elightment from church.

Josh turned in his application for Respiratory Thereapy this month. We hope we don't have to wait for ever to hear back for an interview.

Josh and I took Ailey to a birthday party this month... Acutually 2 of them. She attend kennedy's party, and little girl on our street. Her name is olivia. She is so cute. We went to the Children's Treehouse in ogden. I will say this is a fun fun place. I enjoy it.. I will show pictures of us acting as president, Playing music, playing with blocks, and fish, and much much more.

Josh and I are starting a part-time job cleaning at night. I read the Total Money Makeover by Dave Ramsey.. And are attacking our debt. By May we will be half way out of debt... We feel this will make it nice when josh is in school.. And I won't have to work full-time.. I can still be a good mom.

I just cannot believe another year has gone by, and feel like time is going by.. I was so sad to hear about Presedient Hinckley.. I will miss him. But he has taught me a great deal. And if anything he lead by example. I am extremely grateful for his hard work, and desires to serve the lord.